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I LOST MYSELF TO THE COLD HANDS OF LOVE

Last Updated on March 4, 2021 by Joshua Isibor

How I lost myself to the cold hands of love- It’s been three years since my relationship of five years ended, I have been wetting my pillows all night, not because I miss him or want him back, but because I am locked up in a blank space and coming out is a dot afar.

A thought of that scares me cause growing up, all I wanted was to be a perfect wife to my husband and live happily ever after but all that was gradually becoming a night mere. The first two years of our relationship was magical and dreamy, I was always blushing even in my sleep. I did all the wifey duties for him
which includes cooking, washing his clothes, taking care of his apartment and most
importantly, warming his bed.

Everything he did please me that I found it difficult to say “NO” to any of his requests. I was living with him partially until my rent expired, he asked me to move in with him to
avert certain expenses considering the fact that we were planning a future together.

Well, I didn’t see any problem with that, since his apartment was close to my workplace.
The relationship was so perfect, everyone wished the had what we shared, in a nut shell I
would say “We were the envy of all”. But all that started vanishing, he started getting pissed at trivial issues. I got worried, for God’s sake this was unlike him, I was busy blaming my self and stuffing the net to know where I went wrong.

I tried starting up a conversation with him to know where I went wrong, but all that yielded nothing. And for one second I never thought he would cheat on me… I mean why would he? I am a pretty and hard-working lady, very endowed too, and very good in bed. For God’s sake why would he even think of cheating or leaving me.

All I listed above was my comfort zone. I kept reading several books about relationships that at a point it clashed with my work. I mean I wanted things to get back to normal. I spoke to a couple of friends about his change of attitude but no one seems to know what could be the problem.

So that very day, I told myself that I must figure out what the problem is, where I went wrong even if it means total break up. So I went into the room he was, locked the door, and sat close to him, airing out all I had in me. He sat up, looked at me and said “I can’t continue with this relationship, it’s too perfect for my liking, everything I do is OK with you, no matter what I do, u just forgive me even before I ask” OMG! Did
he just says his leaving me because am a perfect girlfriend…. I tried digesting this, but it was too much for my soul to carry… As if that wasn’t  enough, he headed to the door, then paused and said “Pack your things and leave my house, I want you out before I come back”
I was in shock, I felt my spirit leaving me and all I could think of was SUICIDE… but I held
myself packed my stuff and left his house.

HE LEFT, NOT BECAUSE I WAS GIVING HIM HEADACHE NOR WAS I A BURDEN CAUSE I
CONTRIBUTED HUGELY, BUT BECAUSE I WAS
BEING A PERFECT GIRLFRIEND

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3 Comments

3 Comments

  1. Maryjane

    August 16, 2020 at 4:44 pm

    Wowwww live this article.

  2. Maryjane

    August 16, 2020 at 4:45 pm

    Love this

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